Something I might regret posting

I have something in my mind right now that I wanna blog about, but I'm thinking I might regret it later if I do. I was really mad awhile ago (maybe until now, I can't tell) and I somehow raised my voice at Mikel (I did not mean to) and he cried (just hearing the tone of my voice). But that was just seconds, I calmed down after that cause I didn't want Mikel to be affected by my emotions.

Anyway, Mikel's sleeping already.. and I seem a bit calm. I don't know if I'm just over reacting or something. But it's really not a big deal, maybe the reason why I'm mad cause it has happened lots of times already. And I felt like I didn't matter.

Wish me luck later. (Asked him to come over to talk about it). We were supposed to watch The Hulk tonight (last full show). I dunno if we're still going.

Where's Cara? (Grade 5 pics)

Ants Drinking my Water

Got water before I laid in bed.
Didn't finish drinking it.
When I woke up, this is what I saw...




Ants! Lots of them! Seems like they're drinking from my water pa! Haha!

ranting about money (sorry)

I just checked our Citibank Statement online...

...it's 10,000+++php!! last month was around 12k php!! omg. I didn't realize we spend so much!... pero kung titignan mo naman we dont spend on clothes or accessories, or yung panglabas labas. Most of it eh kay Mikel lang.

I hate this feeling. It's Mikel's Birthday pa naman on the 12th, (bday party on the 15th) and we're about to pay na for the party tomorrow, tas for 30 people lang yun and baka more than 30 pa yung dumating, so baka gumastos pa ulit on the day.

CC's due date is on june 18. so talagang we have no money to pay. ughh hate this feeling!

Just wanted to let it all out


*i think we shouldn't use our CC's anymore. haay. we shouldn't have gotten one in the first place.

goodluck na lang sa wedding namin.

SPARTAN!

Am I A Good Friend?

So it's friday and still no call from SUN. Called their Customer Service and its status is still Processing.Excuse me for the SUN postpaid line posts. Haha! I know it's nonesense. Anyway...

I haven't been updating this blog so much so I decided to post something. I actually have nothing in mind right now that I wanna share to you all so I'm just gonna go as I type.

My Baby boy is getting more kulit and kulit. We have this walking sessions 3 times a day. He'll protest if you put him in his playpen. Well for more kwentos about my baby boy, you can always check here for updates.

So whate else..

I'm putting my Wedding plans on hold for awhile cause of money problems (particulary with the creditcard) haha. Doesn't matter naman cause wedding will be on 2009 pa naman and the later months pa probably Sept. So it's too early to plan anyway. Well again, for more info on my wedding plans you can always check here for updates.

I can't think of anything else to blog about. Wonder why I ever thought of making this blog when I have my Mommy Blog and my Wedding Blog which I update more often. Haha! I'm a that Boring na? haha! I'm just a Mommy and a Fiance now. Haaay. Need to work more on being Cara. :)

So I thought (just now), that I should read more, go out more (dunno how though cause I'm always with my baby boy and no yaya), and just socialize more. Since I gave birth (well more like since I got pregnant) I've been stuck here at home and not communicating with anyone except my fiance. So from now on I would at least SMS, call or IM those people (friends, relatives, etc) I care about.

I've been complaining for so long that no one ever visits me or no one ever thinks of me (this is during my depression days after pregnancy), but I know why.. cause I don't even text them! Hehe! I have the tendency to be a loner kasi. Sometimes I wanna be alone lang talaga. There were times before that friends would text me cause they wanted to come over. Of course I would say "wag na lang,. not feeling well kasi" THAT's WHY THEY DOn't ATTEMPT ANYMORE. Sama ko, but I wasn't really feeling well and didn't want to have company at the time.

I am friendly when I wanna be. I am not bitchy at all. I couldn't even stand saying something mean to someone. Sakin lang, if I wanna be alone, I wanna be alone. Pero I wouldn't hurt your feelings at all (not even in my dreams). So I wonder... Am I a Good Friend? - I hope so.

Can't wait for Thursday

We applied for our Sun postpaid today! We'll get it on Thursday daw. Can't wait! My hubby and I are getting free nokia 6230's. haha Same kami!

SUN lines

My Hubby and I are thinking of getting SUN postpaid lines. We rarely text, all we do is call each other. and we're spending like crazy on our loads. Plus there's a free phone pa with every line. We'll check it out today. I'm a bit excited haha. I get excited with lil things now. I'm uninteresting. LOL.

before, and after ps edit

before
...and after..

...edited in photoshop (just trying it out)

I'm back to being H-O-T ! hehe

After I gave birth I really couldn't fit in any of my old clothes. And I really didn't care about myself too much. I don't anymore put makeup, I don't brush my hair, I don't wear perfume/cologne. I just shower and put on jeans and a shirt and I'm off. I really dedicated all my time to my baby boy.

But when I got a Yaya (Nanny), I got myself a haircut (which made me look thinner and younger daw), and felt like giving myself some time and effort again. So now I brush my hair, I try to remember to wear perfume when I go out, I put a lil makeup on and I take some time to clean my nails haha!

Even now that I have no yaya anymore, I still do those things coz I might regret not trying to be pretty for my hubby. (so that he won't go looking around for other options).

Also I try not to over eat and I try to move around a lot so I would get a little exercise naman. I don't know my actual weight then and now, but I became thinner naman daw. Buti naman! :)

Compare:

My New/Old Haircut

Had a haircut last April 15 @ Antonio's Hairdressing (or Hairdresser sabi ng bro ko, di ko talaga alam haha) Pinagaya ko haircut ko 4 years ago hehe. Was happy with the cut! I wish to go back there pag kelangan ko na ulit ng haircut pero 450pesos eh, that's too much, pero sulit promise. Hindi pa masyado makwento yung naggugupit mga tips lang mga sinasabi niya which is what I love. di rin kasi ako masyado madaldal at nahihiya ako pag tahimik lang ako habang ginugupitan ng iba na madadaldal.

Ambaduy ko na

Just came home from our Pansol trip. (with Manny's team mates).

Had fun. Yaya was there to take care of Mikel para makasleep in naman ako and maka inom while Mikel is sleeping. (minsan lang naman hehe). Swimming and Videoke trip. But won't make kwento na much about it.

I just wanna say (more like type)...

I love my sweetie! I love Manolito A. Castillo! Hahaha Baduy! but yeah, during our trip I realized that I am so deeply in love with him (well I didn't realize it then lang, naisip ko lang ulit)

Ambaduy ko na hahahaha!

New Cam.

Convinced my Sweetie to buy me a new Camera. Well, I know naman na kaya siya pumayag kasi gusto rin niya hehe! Its a Kodak M763. Di mahal masyado, not like the DSLR or other high end cameras, It's just your normal digicam hehe. But I love it! Finally, my very own Digicam. I used to borrow Tito Bob's lang kasi and I think He's getting pissed at me borrowing it all the time. Wanna know more about my New Camera CLICK HERE

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Bulok Phones

Just wanted to hare the bulok phones I'm using hehe

Bought this phone from my first sweldo in HSBC. it was around 7k then (i think) anyway, I broke it's charger (a lot of times) So now I borrow my brothers charger. I also broke the back cover, that's why there's a ponytail wrapped to it. Haha!

So... When my Pink phone is not charged (which is most of the time). I use this:

That's my mom's old phone. I like it cause it's a flipphone, but I hate all it's other features especially the camera hehe.

So There. I am using 2 phones not because I have 2 sims! But I am panning to get a Sun Sim really soon.. I guess I havto buy a charger for my L6 then hehe

First Post

Hi! Thought I'd make a blog for myself. As in not about Mikel (my son) or my soon to be wedding (hopefully), but all about me.
Most of you guys won't be interested but what the heck at least I've got something to look back to when the time comes na I want to remember something from my past (which I normally do HERE and HERE)
But just in case you are interested in me or in anything about me then feel free to browse through my blog, also please do leave comments and messages.

Thanks Fellow Bloggers and Friends! Mwah!