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Something I might regret posting

I have something in my mind right now that I wanna blog about, but I'm thinking I might regret it later if I do. I was really mad awhile ago (maybe until now, I can't tell) and I somehow raised my voice at Mikel (I did not mean to) and he cried (just hearing the tone of my voice). But that was just seconds, I calmed down after that cause I didn't want Mikel to be affected by my emotions.

Anyway, Mikel's sleeping already.. and I seem a bit calm. I don't know if I'm just over reacting or something. But it's really not a big deal, maybe the reason why I'm mad cause it has happened lots of times already. And I felt like I didn't matter.

Wish me luck later. (Asked him to come over to talk about it). We were supposed to watch The Hulk tonight (last full show). I dunno if we're still going.

Where's Cara? (Grade 5 pics)

Ants Drinking my Water

Got water before I laid in bed.
Didn't finish drinking it.
When I woke up, this is what I saw...




Ants! Lots of them! Seems like they're drinking from my water pa! Haha!

ranting about money (sorry)

I just checked our Citibank Statement online...

...it's 10,000+++php!! last month was around 12k php!! omg. I didn't realize we spend so much!... pero kung titignan mo naman we dont spend on clothes or accessories, or yung panglabas labas. Most of it eh kay Mikel lang.

I hate this feeling. It's Mikel's Birthday pa naman on the 12th, (bday party on the 15th) and we're about to pay na for the party tomorrow, tas for 30 people lang yun and baka more than 30 pa yung dumating, so baka gumastos pa ulit on the day.

CC's due date is on june 18. so talagang we have no money to pay. ughh hate this feeling!

Just wanted to let it all out


*i think we shouldn't use our CC's anymore. haay. we shouldn't have gotten one in the first place.

goodluck na lang sa wedding namin.

SPARTAN!

Am I A Good Friend?

So it's friday and still no call from SUN. Called their Customer Service and its status is still Processing.Excuse me for the SUN postpaid line posts. Haha! I know it's nonesense. Anyway...

I haven't been updating this blog so much so I decided to post something. I actually have nothing in mind right now that I wanna share to you all so I'm just gonna go as I type.

My Baby boy is getting more kulit and kulit. We have this walking sessions 3 times a day. He'll protest if you put him in his playpen. Well for more kwentos about my baby boy, you can always check here for updates.

So whate else..

I'm putting my Wedding plans on hold for awhile cause of money problems (particulary with the creditcard) haha. Doesn't matter naman cause wedding will be on 2009 pa naman and the later months pa probably Sept. So it's too early to plan anyway. Well again, for more info on my wedding plans you can always check here for updates.

I can't think of anything else to blog about. Wonder why I ever thought of making this blog when I have my Mommy Blog and my Wedding Blog which I update more often. Haha! I'm a that Boring na? haha! I'm just a Mommy and a Fiance now. Haaay. Need to work more on being Cara. :)

So I thought (just now), that I should read more, go out more (dunno how though cause I'm always with my baby boy and no yaya), and just socialize more. Since I gave birth (well more like since I got pregnant) I've been stuck here at home and not communicating with anyone except my fiance. So from now on I would at least SMS, call or IM those people (friends, relatives, etc) I care about.

I've been complaining for so long that no one ever visits me or no one ever thinks of me (this is during my depression days after pregnancy), but I know why.. cause I don't even text them! Hehe! I have the tendency to be a loner kasi. Sometimes I wanna be alone lang talaga. There were times before that friends would text me cause they wanted to come over. Of course I would say "wag na lang,. not feeling well kasi" THAT's WHY THEY DOn't ATTEMPT ANYMORE. Sama ko, but I wasn't really feeling well and didn't want to have company at the time.

I am friendly when I wanna be. I am not bitchy at all. I couldn't even stand saying something mean to someone. Sakin lang, if I wanna be alone, I wanna be alone. Pero I wouldn't hurt your feelings at all (not even in my dreams). So I wonder... Am I a Good Friend? - I hope so.